I need a different job.

I need a different job. Mine is unnecessarily stressful, and i always feel bad for not knowing things.

...washed in the rain. no longer.

getting excited for Jessica's cocktail party tonight... i hope it knocks me out of this funk.
seriously, i have gone mad. fine one second, super-sad the next. i get mad at my family. mad at my ollie. mad at all these circumstances...
i hate living here-away from ohio and nevets.
if we were supposed to break up, it should have happened LONG ago...10 months spent in a long-distance relationship is forever! especially when we only actually saw each other maybe 30 days out of those 10 months.
i just get frustrated.

where's jared to tell me "this too shall pass." ??
i need a hug.
and mitch. and wine.
yes...wine would be lovely.

The red... It filters through

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you can't stop color. it's everywhere.

Soooo! I'm getting back on track with school-ness (feels good), and am still struggling with being in Illinois (feels not-so-good).

I really need a car. If I could get one for REAL cheap that runs well, I'd be a lot less stressed.

I need to mail out christmas cards soon. always a tricky task. do i send them to people i never talk to? or just send one anyway, because it's "that" time of year? hmm...

I miss my boyfriend.

When the hell will these damn potato bugs go away??!! They drive me nuts! always buzzing around lights, and crawling EVERYWHERE! ick!

I gave Ollie a haircut tonight. He kept moving his head to look at the sheers, so I'm not completely confident it looks perfect. But he still looks cute :)

pick me up

i want Stephen to come pick me up. he needs to get here, steal me away, and take me back to ohio with him. i want that so badly.

i need a fucking magic lamp...or just more $ so i could afford to move

drats.