...washed in the rain. no longer.

getting excited for Jessica's cocktail party tonight... i hope it knocks me out of this funk.
seriously, i have gone mad. fine one second, super-sad the next. i get mad at my family. mad at my ollie. mad at all these circumstances...
i hate living here-away from ohio and nevets.
if we were supposed to break up, it should have happened LONG ago...10 months spent in a long-distance relationship is forever! especially when we only actually saw each other maybe 30 days out of those 10 months.
i just get frustrated.

where's jared to tell me "this too shall pass." ??
i need a hug.
and mitch. and wine.
yes...wine would be lovely.